He only wants me for my pimp juice...

Boys are retarded. Why do they think that they can just have that prize between your legs without caring about anything else...they don't give a fuck about your feelings, your soul, your body..anything else. As long as they have some place to put their semen hose, then everything is good. Its so wrong. Its like that quote "girls have to love to have sex, boys just need a place" or somethign like that. Its so true. Its so sad. When will guys realize that we are women and we have feelings too? Bastardos..

Ruben won tonight. How excited am I? I was so adjusted to the fact that I thought Clay would win, but Im glad he didnt. I just cant imagine looking at him for the next 10 years! So Ruben won and perhaps I will buy his CD when it comes out...he was so humbled by the whole thing :)

Im drunkn right now. cant you tell by my spelling? Really though, Im not drunk - I just dont use the phrase often. I consider drunk wehn I cant remember what exactly i did. Am i like that right now? no - I know I saw "All that Chaz" at the bar and that Arien & Becky are sitting on the couch studying.

Im done with this...my quote for the day: "No running in the kitchen."~Beckys rules for Gallaghers :)